Exactly
Ive been playing the shy girl routine for the last week but I know this week I have to talk to him whether I like it or not
O a lil off topic but I am proud to say a guy has never broken up with me but I have broken up with them
I'll try my hardest to talk to him tomorrow but when I do my stomach tightens up with embaressment in likeing him and I feel as if I can't speak and when I do speak it sounds as unfluent and slurred as it was before I graduated from speech classes (which is impossible to understand)
Urgh sometimes I wish I had more natural beauty so I would have more confidence in myself.
I am going shopping this weekend out to the big cities and going to get some Aeropostale sweatshirts and hollister shirts so maybe my wardrobe will look better but I still will feel like Im not good enough to go out with him so Ill be afraid to talk to him thus no relationship will start.
Hee hee... I know I am ranbling but my heart and mind are cunfuzzled!