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see the problem is im not that depressed i mean seem weak on the outside but im strong inside its like I felt depression but I tryed not to show it to anybody and I knew It was getting worse and worse and then I just broke down and told 2 trusted people but they couldn't help me either I talk about depression on a diffrent site to a teenage group (not my depression) and they says depression causes anger and I have getting madder and madder by the day alot of times people see me punching a wall or yelling at my friends if they upset me then i sit on the empty part of the long lunch table secluded from others not eating at first they try to help but then they just think "Why should I help this stupid mental patient I have a life" I will never see a doctor I know I need one but you dont know about my parents my brother was depressed like me but he tried to go goth instead so now my parents will think of me as him she already saw the chat on depression because I left it on the screen and was interogating me I made it seem like depression was a jokey thin k like I said I hide it then it will hurt 10x harder
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