Depression Hurts! When you hear that you think yeah right but it does really. I understand how you feel, I have been there. Maybe not with all of your problems but I have had a lot of what you spoke of. You can talk to me anytime if you need to. I know you don't want to get your mom to take you to a doctor because I didn't but that was the best thing I did. My depression was causing migraines and chronic pain. After seeing the doctor and he gave me some medicines I am doing much better.