I wish you were there..

I just don't know where to start..
How can I tell you about everything..
Why weren't you here
It would've been a lot easier
You know, so i could cry with you
So we could all.. Talk to you
And the best thing is..
We know your there
We can feel it

Missing you was like a disease
Contagious, Outrageous, Precious
And we all seemed to have caught it

I can't fake that smile Anymore
I can't take it Anymore
I can't lie to myself Anymore
If I had to go another day without you looking out for me..
I don't know what will happen
Hearing her saying how much she's missing you..
It's putting a whole in my heart

Right from the start,
We seemed to be friends
And you know, Friends Forever
What ever happened to that
Everyday.. I sit there,
Wondering if you're thinking of us
I wish I could read your mind..Even for a second
I know it would make me a smile
And you know how you always told me to smile..
It can spread for millions of miles
She told me she holds air..
Knowing your there,
Somewhere In her arms..
That's how much she loves you
Don't worry, We're there for each other
Best friends forever, remember?
All of us..Together
Everyday I want to cry
I can't
I know how you never want me to give in
Just so you know, I won't
Because I know you're still there
Not a section of my imagination
Even if I can't take it anymore..
I'll remember you..
I mean, what could I do without you?
We can't hold onto memories forever
But I guess Memories Last forever
I have lots of memories..