loooooooooool catcarl it worked on me xD
hmmm lets see to complicate the situation my friend Olivia who I trust and all and is really pretty and athletic its just that she like 5 foot 6 and has a bigger chest than most so people are intimidated by her but anywaaaay my crush was hittin' on her on their feild trip she said and she told me everything that happened and it was obvious that he was hittin' on her and the truth is no matter how much it hurts I wish she'd go out with him 'cus she needs a nice guy it helps her boost her self- vision of herself and shes's a great girl I just hope she'll got out with him even tho I hav a crush on him it will hurt but Olivia is the perfect match for him she's pretty, nice, and funny and the best catcher in our softball league and she told me when I told her I had a crush on him that he was a really nice guy and that's why many kids don't like him in their grade.
(wooo alota words but alota fear and confusion and acceptance)
And I thought I could gather up the courage to ask him out
Then olivia told me so I didn't mention it at lunch even when my friends from 7th said we should do sometin this weekend.
Maybe I'll try to hook them 2 up.....
I h8 myself for not being prettier
I h8 myself for thinking I had a chance
I h8 myself for falling in love
